You can spend minutes, hours, days, weeks or even months over-analyzing a situation; trying to put the pieces together, justifying what could've, would've happened - or you can just leave the pieces on the flor and MOVE THE FUCK ON.

27.11.09

Hacerse la boluda..


"Una cree que si aparenta estar bien, luego, se pondrá bien realmente. Otras veces una ya no puede hacerse la boluda: el tiempo ha pasado y no mucho ha cambiado. La certeza de no haberlo superado es una puñalada en el orgullo más que en el corazón."

26.11.09


"The past is always with us,


just waiting to mess with the present."

Trauma.

Doesn't matter how tough we are, trauma always leaves a scar. It follows us home, it changes our lives. Trauma messes everybody up, but maybe that's the point: all the pain and the fear and the crap. Maybe going through all of that is what keeps us moving forward, it's what pushes us.


Maybe we have to get a little messed up,

before we can step up.

25.11.09

I wonder if it was a dream
Remember how you made me crazy?
Remember how I made you scream
Now I don't understand what happened to our love
But babe, when I get you back
I'm gonna show you what I'm made of

El que no arriesga, no gana.

"Aunque reír es arriesgarse a parecer un tonto.
Aunque llorar es arriesgarse a parecer sentimental.
Aunque acercarse a alguien es arriesgarse a involucrarse.
Aunque mostrar tus sentimientos es arriesgar tu yo interior.
Aunque exponer tus ideas o tus sueños a una multitud es arriesgarse a perderlos.
Aunque amar es arriesgarse a no ser amado de la misma manera.
Aunque vivir es arriesgarse a morir.
Aunque desear es arriesgarse a ser defraudado.
Aunque intentar es arriesgarse a fallar.

A pesar de todo, debes arriesgarte. Debes correr los riesgos simplemente porque el más grande de los peligros de la vida es no arriesgarse. Las personas que no arriesgan nada o nunca tienen

nada, no hacen nada. Tal vez podrán evitar el sufrimiento y la tristeza, pero no logran aprender, sentir, cambiar, crecer o vivir. Prisioneros de sus temores, son esclavos que han renunciado a su libertad, pues sólo cuando una persona se arriesga, es libre.

Los pesimistas se quejan del viento; los optimistas esperan confiadamente que los vientos cambien de dirección y los realistas ajustan sus velas en la dirección correcta.

Arriésgate.
Es cierto que puedes perder.
Pero, has pensado en lo que puedes ganar

18.11.09

Hope you're doing ok..


Did I ever tell you that I really love you and I think about you all day? I really miss you and wish I could kiss you, but why are you so far away? Since you've been gone, I've thought over and over about you inside my head and where I went wrong. Every day, I've been thinking a lot about all of the things you'd say since I went away... I guess I could call you and ask you "How are you?" but I really don't have much to say... I sit all alone and I stare at the phone and I hope that you're doing ok.

Kisses&years

Lo bueno de los años es que curan heridas,
lo malo de los
besos es que crean adicción.




-I live in Notting Hill. You live in Beverly Hills. Everyone in the world knows who you are, my mother has trouble remembering my name.

-I'm also just a girl, standing in front of a boy, asking him to love her.

17.11.09

365 Letters.

My Dearest Allie:








I couldn't sleep last night because I know that it's over between us. I'm not bitter anymore, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me. That's what I hope to give to you forever. I love you. I'll be seeing you.

Noah

Extrañar..

"Si extrañar significa recordar algo bueno,
estoy dispuesta a extrañarte


hasta en mis huesos

12.11.09


I really wanna call you, but I know that it's not right. I probably shouldn't tell you but I dreamed of you last night. I guess I'm not prepared to say... Goodbye, so long, farewell, I won't be seeing you again Until next time that she goes away. You told me that you loved me, I started tearing down those walls. I really started to trust you but you set me up to take the fall. I guess that I'm wrong for falling in love, But you're still the one that I'm dreaming of. I guess that it's you I want to hold onto, But you're holding onto someone else.

10.11.09

Summer, summer, summer.

Here in this diary,
I write you visions of my summer.
It was the best I ever had.
There were choruses and sing-alongs,
And that unspoken feeling of knowing
Right now is all that matters
All the nights we stayed up talking
and listening to 80's songs;
quoting lines from all those movies that we love.
It still brings a smile to my face.
I guess when it comes down to it...

Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up
:

These are the best days of our lives.
The only thing that matters
is just following your heart
and eventually you'll finally get it right.

8.11.09

A Beautiful Mistake..

Maybe I'm not ready for this, and you know it.
Maybe I'm too scared to tell you what I'm really thinking
It's not fair to stay together because of regrets we might have.
I don't want to fall asleep alone, but do I want to wake up with you?
I'm only trying to be completely honest.

So I guess this is the ending of a beautiful mistake.
And if we both agree that we shouldn't be together why does it hurt so much?
I feel like I lost my closest friend.
I don't want to fall asleep alone, but do I want to wake up with you?
I hope you're happy and completely lonely.

There I am standing all alone on Sydney Harbor Bridge.

And you know I would jump into the fucking ocean
If it meant I was truly capable of being satisfied.

Well I ever be?


Did I just give up the best thing I ever had?

2.11.09


So take my hand, may I have this last dance?
'Cause it's raining outside and we don't live forever,
So take my hand...

Give me your heart boy I will keep it safe and sound.
I promise I will never let it hit the ground.
I'll keep it all patched up so you will finally see
that me and you boy we were always meant to be.

1.11.09

In my ♥


I have you in my heart no distance could keep me apart, love you are the only thing thats keeping my heart still beating cause I just can't let you go even if you wanted to you know that you'll always have my heart and i'm not letting you go