♥

This ♥ beats for only you..

My heart is yours ♥

I feel so untouched
& I need you so much
That I just can't resist you.
Is it not enough to say that I miss you?
I feel so untouched, right now
Need you so much.
Somehow I can't forget you.
I've gone crazy from the moment I met you.

About Grief..

Grief

may be a thing we all have in common, but it looks different on everyone.
It isn't just death we have to grieve. It's life. It's loss. It's change.
And when we wonder why it has to suck so much sometimes, has to hurt so bad. The thing we gotta try to remember is that it can turn on a dime.
That's how you stay alive. When it hurts so much you can't breathe, that's how you survive.
By remembering that one day, somehow, impossibly, you won't feel this way. It won't hurt this much.
Grief comes in its own time for everyone, in its own way.
So the best we can do, the best anyone can do, is try for honesty.
The really crappy thing, the very worst part of grief is that you can't control it.
The best we can do is try to let ourselves feel it when it comes.
And let it go when we can.The very worst part is that the minute you think you're past it, it starts all over again.
And always, every time, it takes your breath away
There are five stages of grief. They look different on all of us, but there are always five.

Denial.
Anger.
Bargaining.
Depression.
Acceptance.

Time passes..

Time passes.
Even when it seems impossible.

Even when each tick of the second hand aches like the pulse of blood behind a bruise.It passes unevenly, in strange lurches and dragging lulls, but pass it does.

Even for ME.

"I wondered how long this would last. Maybe someday, years from now--if the pain would just decrease to the point where I could bear it--I would be able to look back on those few short months that would always be the best of my life. And, if it were possible that the pain would ever soften enough to allow me to do that, I was sure that I would feel grateful for as much time as he’d given me. More than I’d asked for, more than I’d deserved. Maybe someday I’d be able to see it that way.

But what if this hole never got any better?
If the raw edges never healed?
If the damage was permanent and irreversible?"

TrueLove.

Maybe true love is a decision. You know, a decision to take a chance with somebody. To give to somebody. Without worrying wether they'll give anything back. Or if they're gonna hurt you, or if they really are the one. Maybe love isn't something that happens to you. Maybe it's something you have to choose.

Nothing's getting better, I'm just getting used to it.-

I can not live
I can’t breathe
Unless you do this with me

And I'm wasting away, away from you

What have I gotten into this time around?
I know that I had sworn
I'd never trust anyone again but
I didn't have to
You had me at hello.

I've never seen a smile that can light the room like yours

It's simply radiant,

I feel more with everyday that goes by

I watch the clock to make my timing just right

Would it be okay?

Would it be okay if I took your breath away?

I wanna run,

but only far enough to make you miss me.

I wanna take back all the shit that I've done,

but I guess you're better off without me.

I need to start to be myself,

'cause I'm sick of everybody else.

The break up..

-I don't believe you.
-There's something I have to tell you.
-Tell me.
-This isn't working out for me anymore.
-Yeah, me neither. What's wrong?
-It's not you. It's me... I'm completely fucked up.
-What are you saying?
-I thought I was in love with you but it was just a lie.I wanted it to work but unfortunately, I feel nothing.
-Why are you doing this?
-I just... I just wanted to see what you were like in bed.
-You don't mean that.
-You know nothing. You don't even know me!The fact of the matter is, there is someone I love. You don't even compare to her. I don't know how to make this any clearer to you. You mean nothing to me!You were just... You were just a conquest.
-You're such a coward. Look at yourself! You're shaking! Is that what you came to tell me?
-I'm sorry. I'm completely...
-Yeah, you're completely fucked up!Get out! Get out! Don't touch me! Don't touch me! Don't fucking touch me Sebastian! Just leave

Maybe when you find out that I'm dead,
You’ll realize what you did to me
And if my lungs still let me breathe,
Would you be there for me?
If I can make myself believe
I'll give you back what you took

Her feelings she hides, her dreams she can't find

She's losing her mind, she's fallen behind

And she can't find her place, she's losing her faith

She's fallen from grace, she's all over the place.

Memory..

This may never start. I'll tear us apart.
Can I be your enemy? Losing half a year.
Waiting for you here I'd be your anything.

So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine. I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster. Holding on to feel the same.

This may never start. We could fall apart And I'd be your memory. Lost your sense of fear. Feelings insincere.

Can I be your memory?

Got stains on my t-shirt and I'm the biggest flirt
Right now I'm solo, but that will be changing eventually, oh
I laugh more than I cry
You piss me off, good-bye
Got bruises on my heart and sometimes I get dark
If you want my auto, want my autobiography Baby, just ask me

Bad things..

When you came in the air went out.
And every shadow filled up with doubt.
I don't know who you think you are,
But before the night is through,
I wanna do bad things with you.

I'm the kind to sit up in his room.
Heart sick an' eyes filled up with blue.
I don't know what you've done to me,
But I know this much is true:
I wanna do bad things with you.
I wanna do real bad things with you.

I hate..

I hate it when my phone rings, and your name doesn't show.
I hate it when I hear our song. It kills me long and slow.
I hate the way you still smile at me, even though she's at your side.
I hate the nights I’m all alone, and all the times I cried.
I hate the way you say my name, or just the way you look.
I hate the way I know you. How I can read you like a book.
I hate the way I don't hate you, because I still love you so.
I hate the way you'll never see, and the way you'll never know.

Women are for friendship, men are for fucking..

I could live through it. It didn’t feel like the pain had weakened over time, rather that I’d grown strong enough to bear it.

Once you cared about a person,
it was impossible to be logical about them anymore.

The biggest day of your life..

"You never know the biggest day of your life is your biggest
day, not until it’s happening. You don’t recognize the biggest day of your
life, not until you’re right in the middle of it. The day you commit to
something or someone. The day you get your heart broken. The day you meet
your soul mate. The day you realize there’s not enough time because you wanna live forever. Those are the biggest days. The perfect days. "

Eyeliner and a famous designer brand
Your mind is a moment to be stamped
Expressed, tried and true
Just look, look at you
Pretty and perfect
Due to your steady hand

"Listen, I don't know what happens next. I'm just going to keep loving you and I'm going to keep hoping you let me into your life. I will make mistakes, of course, but I'll always be there for you."

All your faking, shows you're aching.-

Little whore..

And the guilt in me is the hurt in you
And the hurt in you is the lost in me
And the lost in me is the need in you
And the need in you is the guilt in me

Try a little more a little more a little more
They slap you like a bitch and you take it like a whore
Upside down and around and around
Just another piece
Till you need another sound

Three things..

A girl only needs three things in her life:
love to make her weak,
alcohol to make her strong,
and friends to pick her up when the first two make her hit the ground...

Oh waves of time seem to wash away the scenes of our crimes.
For you this never ends.

Can you stay strong? Can you go on?

Kristy, are you doing okay?
A rose that won't bloom, winter's kept you
Don't waste your whole life trying to get back what was taken away

Oh clouds of time seem to rain on innocence left behind
and never goes away.-

Whatever it takes.-

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
And give me a break
I'll keep us together, I know you deserve much better

But remember the time I told you the way that I felt
That I'd be lost without you and never find myself
Let's hold onto each other above everything else

Start over, start over

and believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes

Eclipse

The clouds I can handle, but I can't fight with an ECLIPSE.-

Sometimes we'd never know what's wrong without the pain,

Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same